i've been having nightmares lately. really...really awkward nightmares. i think its because of stress. (my gram called me and yelled at me for failing a class at school, i swear i had a panic attack because i was crying so hard.) so, last night, my dream was standing there in my living room talking to some person whom of which i didnt know who it was. i look down at the window and theres a guy looking at me. it scared me and i screamed. very. very loud. i fell on the floor, slicing my wrist open in the process, and i was bleeding..screaming..and then i feel an arm drag me backwards. i woke up gasping for air with my arms above my head.
you see, in my dreams, they're either awful or okay. in my awful dreams something strange happens. something scares me then i start shaking and i scream, but its silent. then i cant see. it feels like im having a seizure or something and i cant wake up. then when i do wake up, im crying so hard and im afraid to be alone. its been happening lately, and im scared out of my mind. i dont know what to do .

~ thorn